Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 10:27:00 PM
2010 Chapter 1: New Start
It's Been more then half a year since I last blogged. Just a random thoughts of keeping my life records, I finally decided to raise my died blog alive. It's Been almost 7months ever since LOUD! Camp and the incident. Alot have change. I was wondering if i should delete my previous posts, but i decided to leave it there to reflect on myself.
Firstly, Happy New Year and welcome to the year of 2010. Hopefully this is the year of salvation for most of you guys. The Year 2010, a year of new visions, new dreams, new goals, new story.
New Year's Resolution :
- SLIM DOWN! (priority)
- Make my wallet FATTER (i'm a heavy spender)
- Learn Guitar (so i can play during cg)
- Reaching out to some of my friends
- Be more MATURE! (some reason)
- Re-Learn Piano.
- Get a Piano.
- Re-Take Dancing lessons
- Change my retard Phone (its damn slow)
- Get over with all my projects ASAP
- Get My NIKON D700
- Go HongKong
- Improving my Relationships
- Have my daily Devotion
- Serve in the Ministry
- Clear my 'BAD HABIT' list (eg. err Shouldn't say)
- Finally Have a BREAKTHROUGH in life
These are what I'm aiming this year. (I Can Do Anything Thru Christ Who Strengthens Me)
Focusing on my projects now. It's quite stressful. To be honest, i have never been so stressful in my LIFE. Maybe because i am finally taking it seriously.
There was this time last week, as i am taking this Medication mod, formed a group during December holiday. And the worst is like I have never seen my groupmates before. Well technically i did but did not take note of anyone in my medication class. So Over the holidays, we only contact through emails. And finally on the day when we are suppose to pass up the project, i was freaking nervous. Thinking how can i recognize them? What if i sit with the wrong group? I will be so damn embarrass. So Before the class even started, I facebook them. To be clear, i'm not a freaking stalker, i just wanna see how they look like and at least i could recognize them. And the school comp really sucks to the core. It's really damn slow. It'll take like forever to load a facebook page.
Just so you know, I am actually doing very well.
Today I Actually realize that i could really write a book bout my poly life. It'll be THICK! Furthermore I realize that I wanna take up medication and psychology for further studies.
Actually to be real honest, Je suis fatigue. With? With School. Sick and Tired of the Awkwardness and coldness. Even if i saw any of them, a single 'Hi' could not be fulfilled. How I wish that I have a remedy to cure all this.
Speaking of which, on sat after service, went home with Alicia and Felicia Taking bus 856. When we got on the bus, I can smell heavy alcohol and Alicia notice that it's the bus driver. He's drunk, with heavy alcohol aura and bloodshot eyes. We were like 'Oh Shit'. Lucky for both of them, their stop is just two stops away while I have like so many. So when they got down, Alicia mention to me to be careful. I was like ' Die Die Die'. I sit down for awhile and i realize that if the bus was to crash, the front will kena first. So i quickly move my seat to the back. Then i was like looking out the window, i realize that the bus is moving in a zigzag way. Then my imagination runs wild. I was like thinking if i died, go to heaven and God gave me a second chance to start anew. It went back to when i was sec 1. Then i was thinking if i could bring Augustine(iTouch) or Vicky(Laptop) back to the past, cause it will be very bored without them. While recalling my past, i realize where i will end up if only i am not that astray back then. Well Story of my life. If the bus really crash, i wun be here now.
Thats all for today.
Tes yeux, j'en reve jour et nuit. Je ne peux pas vivre sans toi. Tu es la femme de mes reves! Qu'est ce que je ferais sans toi?
Signing off,
Kaven August Dylan
